I am at my breaking point right now. i’m frustrated, stressed out, emotional, freaking out, and overwhelmed. I have no motivation whatsoever. I don’t know what to do. My family is going through a rough time and it’s affecting me more than I thought it would. I don’t know what’s gonna happen, but I’m afraid my worst nightmare will come true. I really hope it doesn’t. I’m crying every single day. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t want to hang out with any of my friends. This has been the hardest year of my life. I’m struggling big time. Everyday I am hoping and paying for a miracle and that everything will be ok. I don;t want to go to school because I’ve lost my motivation. I don’t know what the future holds for me.